Saturday, March 22, 2008

A rainy Saturday...♥

Bismillah~~

Hmm, aku bangun lambat hari ni... Dan aku tak pegi pun modul... Arghh, bengang! Tension... Ni semua gara-gara aku terbangun tidur pukul 2.30pagi and susah nak tidur balik... Ruginyer tak pegi modul. Sekarang baru rasa menyesal. Sebabnya, next semester pulak la baru aku leh pegi. And next semester kena pegi sampai 2 kali laa... Arghhhhhhhhh!!!!

Hujan tengah turun dengan lebat giler sekarang...
Tak tahulah kenapa, setiap kali hujan dan kalau aku tengah duduk2 bersahaja di bilik, mesti aku akan jadi emo. Rasa syahdu... Rasa sedih... Melankolik semacam... Itulah kuasa hujan, menyebabkan orang yang keras dan degil macam aku ni rasa vulnerable sangat.

Masa aku tengah baring-baring sambil peluk Mr. Pinky yang gebu and lembut pemberian Abang Popeye, ade 2,3 baris ayat sajak yang melintas di fikiran... Tapi, itu tadi. Sekarang, try as I might, I cannot recall those lines... Tak dapat nak catatkan di sini... Aihh... But then, bukanlah puitis sangat pun... So, xpela kot...(spare u the laugh...) =P

Esok ada gotong-royong Kolej Mawar dan aku ditugaskan mengecat tembok (???). Hmmm, Nini punyer giliran pagi tadi. Kepoh jer minah tu menyebok kat bilik aku pagi2 ajak aku mengecat dengan dia jugak, supaya xdela aku kena mengecat esok... Ahh malas aku... Dah la modul tak pegi, rase menyesal tu tak hilang lagi... huhu...(T_T)


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Someone said, "you don't belong to me anymore..." but then, I never was. Hmm, nampaknya someone has forgotten that I belong to me... Aku letak lagu tu kat profile friendster aku lame giler dulu...



"I Belong To Me" ~ Jessica Simpson

I belong to me...

It's not that I don't wanna share my life with you baby
It's just that I'm the one I need to be true to baby
And I won't give up me to be part of you
It's not that I don't wanna have you in my life baby
It's just you gotta know that it's got to be right baby
Before I open up my heart to you

I don't need somebody to complete me
I complete myself
Nobody's got to belong to somebody else

I belong to me
I don't belong to you
My heart is my possession
I'll be my own reflection
I belong to me
I'm one not half of two
And if you're gonna love me
You should know this baby
I belong to me

I gotta let you know before I let you in, baby
That who I am is not about who I am with, baby
That don't mean I don't wanna be here with you
I do

I don't need somebody to complete me
I want you to know
I'll give up my love but I'm not giving up my soul

I belong to me
I don't belong to you
My heart is my possession
I'll be my own reflection
I belong to me
I'm one not half of two
And if you're gonna love me
You should know this baby
I belong to me

Oh yea

Love don't mean changing who you are to be
Who somebody wants you to be
Nobody's got to belong to nobody

I belong to me
I don't belong to you
My heart is my possession
I'll be my own reflection

I belong to me
I don't belong to you
My heart is my possession
I'll be my own reflection
I belong to me
I'm one not half of two
And if you gonna love me
You should know this baby
I belong to me...


Alhamdulillah~~

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