The result was out yesterday. I was horrified and quite shocked. It was bad. Really bad. No need for details, eh?
Enough to say, I totally blew it. Never in my life did I get such bad examination results. Worse than when I was in my 2nd semester diploma. I actually broke down when I got the news. Giler sedey…
However, after crying my eyes out for about an hour… I knew the bad result is my fault. No need to blame anyone else la kan… I was such a mess last semester. Remember the pre-exams entry? How bad I felt? All because of the chaotic schedule I led. I waste lots of my time doing stupid and unnecessary things rather than study. Shame on me. :(
I was very dispirited after finding out about the result actually… But I know I have to keep on going. I have to have a degree. I just have to! I hope Allah will bless me and give me the strength to finish my study. I really need that. Cos I feel so weak right now…
CM, thanx for ur sms asking me about my results and wishing me luck. Sorry for not telling you how I did. Hp maxis takde credit maa… (alasan) =P
Mizi, thanx for checking my results. I appreciate it. I’m sorry I was impatient. Oh, sorry too for being annoying. =P
OnePolar, thanx for calling and help me feel better with your advices. I hope you’ll get well soon. =)
Tiger, thanx for calling… even for 2 minutes. It felt like you still care. I’m surprised. And surprisingly glad.
Mr Chubby Cheeks, thanx for trying to comfort me. Thanx for listening to my cries and God knows what inaudible nonsense I said when I broke down. Thanx for coming to see me (why didn’t you tell me you were coming?!) even when you have other plans.
AlhamdulIllah… thanx for the result. It is a wake up call. I will try to do better. Give me the strength…
Dear readers, doakan semangat baru ni bukan sekejap!
That’s all for now. Cheerio!
“Senang takkan dapat tanpa susah, tapi susah memang senang dapat tanpa susah payah” ~ Jangan Tidak-Tidak, Dr. Tuah.