You decide what you want to do. Whatever it is, bear the consequences. You're old enough to know right from wrong. But somehow you WILL choose wrongly.
When your action results in disaster, then you will learn. Only then you will regret and promise yourself not to do it again. But then again, it will be too late.
Don't blame others. You have only yourself to blame. Think about it. Truth does hurt, doesn't it?
Stop fooling around, Ana.
Focus. You need to focus. Don't hurt the ones you loved. They don't need that.
Yes, as much as you like to think nobody loves you, there are people who sincerely loves you. You just got to start realizing that. Appreciate them while they're around.
So please... I beg you. Stop fooling around.
From now on, think before you decide on something. Being spontaneous isn't always good. But being in control is.