If only I could erase the memories..
The stories we shared.
Then I wouldn't suffer from this pain
That I tried so hard to hide
When I woke up in the middle of the night,
my thoughts are of you
I wonder of what would happen... what could happen...
There are no tears
But my heart is bleeding now
The flow is slow but it bleeds... now more than ever.
In the end it will be just me and my lonesome feelings.
How I wish I will stop waking up at 3 or 4 am...
Those were the times when I am most vulnerable
I wish I have someone by my side to hug me and let me forget everything that cause me pain...