bismIllah...
Kad jemputan kahwin
Aku rase agak lega cos dah settle tempahan kad kahwin. Harga murah tapi tak tau la okey ke tak jadinya kad tu... mudahan-mudahan okey...
Pelamin, baju...
Pelamin, baju kahwin semua dah settle. Mak settlekan. Aku ikut je walaupun kalau ikutkan aku, pelamin tu bukan idaman kalbu. Tapi lantaklah. Malas dah nak masuk campur. Ikut jela mane yang Mak pilih... Tapi baju kahwin tu aku risau sikit. Ada ekor laaaaaaa... Lawa memang lawa. Baru lagi... Tapi aku risau kotor je.
Khemah dan katerer
Khemah pengantin, khemah segala bagai Mak settlekan. Katerer pun. Memang aku lepaskan semua kat mak. Aku mana tau nak cari katne.
Goodie bags, langsir, hiasan bilik pengantin
Mak settlekan.
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Aku rasa semua dah nak settle... I mean, untuk preparation walimah la... Untuk nikah, baju takde lagi ni!! erk. Mane aku nak nak cekih... Borang segala bagai pun tak buat. HIV test pun belum... semua belum.
Mak patut lega dapat anak yang tak banyak ragam macam aku ni. Ikut jela ape yang dia nak. Hehehehe...
As for my wali, well... masa aku balik Perak last weekend, something happened.
Malam Ahad minggu lepas, Yong call rumah Negeri Sembilan untuk cakap ngan nenek... nak gitau yang aku nak kahwin. Time ni aku tengah membuta dalam bilik. Pastu aku dengar kecoh-kecoh kat luar... Turns out, my father was at my nenek's at that time.
Yong aku pun cam hepi la dpt cakap ngan beliau. He now stayed in Melaka... married already. Has a stepdaughter and a grand stepchild. We don't mind, really... as long as he has someone to take care of him. And to be frank, we kind of expecting him to be married already. Come on la kan...
I don't know much about what they talked about (he asked to speak with Nini) cos I'm sleepy. But I heard Yong was crying... And Nini too... I didn't speak to him.. But... now he knows I'm getting married.
Yang tak tahan tu, he thought I'm getting married with my ex-boyfriend!! With MZ! :P
Haha... well, he'd never met Mr CC... Yelah, aku kenal Mr CC time my father has left. He left on July 2007. More than 2 years.. that's quite sometime. Many things could happen during that duration of time. And dia terkejut aku nak kahwin ngan orang lain. Navy lak tu! (tau jela reputasi navy camne) Huahua.. nak wat camne, walaupun bercinta bertahun-tahun tapi kalau takde jodoh, takde rezeki... mane nak membuatnye...
Now my father has already asked for Afnan's phone number. Nak gitau hal-hal pertaining my marriage la kot.
Dulu time Yong kahwin, dia wakilkan je kat tok naib. Time nikah pun tak datang. Aku nyer turn ni tak tau la camne...
I spoke to my father in the morning of Monday, 22nd Feb. We were both surprised to hear each other's voices. Yeah... cos we're really were not on the best of terms.
It was kinda sad situation, you know... I don't think you'll understand what I'm ranting about... but... oh well...
It's sad that he's never met Mr CC before. And when he thought my ex-bf is the one I'm gonna marry, lagila aku rase macam sayu... Mulalah aku teringatkan balik kat ex-bf aku tu... Memang dia close giler ngan family aku... Mak aku sampai dah anggap dia macam anak sendiri... sayang dia macam anak sendiri... and I know he felt the same.
Tapi nak buat macam mana, takde jodoh aku dengan dia... So, lupakan jelah.
Mr CC ni tua dari aku 5 tahun. Lebih tua dari Yong. So, kalau mak nak anggap macam anak sendiri pun agak awkward juga la kot? Ah tapi takpela... Mr CC pandai bodek mak. :) Time aku kejap2 takmo bertunang, takmo kahwin bla bla bla, Mak jugak yang nasihatkan aku untuk terima Mr CC. So...
Klah, macam dah membebel banyak sangat.
Goodbye, diary. (tetiba)
alhamdulIllah...
