Penyakit pelik

Bismillah...

Aku ade penyakit pelik. Not really a "penyakit"/disease la kot... Tapi benda ni berlaku.

Baru je berlaku petang tadi.

Aku ade penyakit yang tiba-tiba je sakit tengkuk. Sakit yang tiba-tiba je datang. Sakit yang amat sangat sampai aku terhenti bercakap/berjalan/buat keje sebab tengkuk aku sakit sangat.

Sakit yang sampai tersenget-senget bahu tahan sakit. Sakit yang buat aku berhenti and makin rapatkan kepala ke bumi menahan sakit.

Tapi sekejap je. Tak sampai 1 minit.

Seperti mana tiba-tiba je sakit tu datang, tiba-tiba juga dia berhenti.

Been having this since i was a child. Sejak darjah 2-3 kot. Tapi sangat jarang-jarang berlaku. 

Dalam setahun maybe ade sekali or dua kali je (if ever). Tapi mmg acute pain.

Risau pulak.

Sebab apa dan bagaimana nak stop?

I've no idea.

Alhamdulillah...

Woes

bismillahirrahmanirrahim...



Kecoh timeline FB aku dengan kes breastfeeding.

Bagi aku personally, takde mende pun. Am I offended if people whip out their tits to feed their hungry babes? No.

But to other people it seems very offensive. Oh well, still figuring that out.

Yang pasti, lepas ni semua mak-mak yang menyusukan akan lebih berhati-hati dengan gambar menyusukan anak haha...

And tak kurang juga yang akan still pandang pelik dengan ibu-ibu yang menyusukan anak di tempat public ni. Dari komen-komen yang bahasa sangat memualkan, you'll see lah...

"Tak malu ke... pergi la kat kereta, masuk toilet bla bla bla"

"Laki dayus biarkan bini menyusu bagi orang tengok (xnampak pun)" and bla bla bla


Can't help but felt a little hurt by such harsh comments.



Sedih eh... How to normalize breastfeeding then?

Mulanya macam tak paham sangat... eh, men get aroused ke bila tengok baby nyusu?? For me it's like... omg, really eh??

But it seems so.

Susah nak ubah mentaliti orang makanya... follow the flow & advices lah. *shrugs*


On another note on breastfeeding woes;-

Raiq is now 5 months and demanded 5 oz per feeding! I pumped 9oz paling banyak per session (only 2 sessions of expressing milk daily)... dulu 9 oz dapat 3 feedings (3oz per bottle), now nak dapat 2 pun payah. Sedihhhh... mula la mikio nak start campur FM je...

Sian anak2 aku... start 5, 6 bulan je mulala mak kome campur yer.... yang pastinya bila dah campur, aku takkan pam dah cos malas. Errr...

See? Bukan senang nak nyusukan anak dengan susu terbaik di dunia. Macam-macam halangan. Maka janganla hentam ibu2 yang menyusukan ni.


Sekian.

alhamdulillah....

Pancaroba

Bismillahirrahmanirrahim....


I have so many things to jot down, but being a working mother of 3 sons now, I found it really really hard to find some alone time to pause, reflect and write in my blog.

Let's start with the bad things I have to face.

I don't have enough manpower to handle all the admin work. I have lots of stuff in the shop, but haven't had time to upload them online! Which is really bad for business cos I depended on online sales 80%!

I have my brother working with me but you know, being a single man and not really into baby stuff, it's really hard la to ask him to do this and that. He's just not into this baby stuff thingy. Understandable really... If I don't have children, I wouldn't be interested as well!

Some of the time, I do get annoyed and really 'terasa hati' when I found out my customers (kutu player IN FACT) didn't admit they buy the stuff from me. Instead, bole plak sebut kedai lain. Sabar jelah kannn...

You're on my kutu group and you always pay LATE, then when you share pics on your facebook and people asked where you bought it, you said elsewhere!

Terasa wei. Kot yer pun malu beli secara kutu, takyah la sebut beli guna kutu. cakap jela beli dari Mama Panda. Settle.

Kenapa aku terasa? Ntah... tak leh ke?

hmmm... kita ni bisnes kecik-kecik nak tolong orang. Cos tak semua orang mampu beli barang branded-branded ni cash. Yer, paham tu. That's why buat kutu. Tapi bila orang tak appreciate, terasa la.

Ape yang buat aku still buat kutu dari 2012 till now? Well nasib baik la lebih ramai yang menghargai dari yang tak ngaku. Yang tak ngaku nyer sorang la yang aku perasan now. Yang lain bagi feedback mencairkan hati.

"Nasib baik Ana buat kutu ni... kalau cash gedebuk memang akak tak mampu la nak beli... nak beli yang elok supaya tahan lama.. alhamdulillah yang XXX dulu tu sampai adik dia ni leh pakai pulak... berbaloi sangat"


Those are the words I cherished.

I may not be a very friendly seller asking for feedback and always contact customers back (cos I'm a really busy woman), but seriously I treasured those feedbacks.

kalau nak dikumpulkan testimonial dari customers, berlambak-lambak lah kot. Aku takde masa nak save pulak. huhu...

Ape-ape pun tu la... antara cabaran-cabaran berbisnes ni weh.

Macam-macam.



Ada banyak lagi aku nak citer tapi busy nak mampus so better sambung lain kali.


Bye

alhamdulillah...

Happy New Year 2016!

Bismillahirrahmanirrahim

Alhamdulillah, 2015 dah berlalu and now we're in 2016!

Wish list:-

1. Lasik

2. Kurus

3. Berurut once a month - sedar la diri dah 30an hoi

4. Cut costs & jimat - maximise sales/money in

5. Lebih disiplin

That's all for now

Alhamdulillah