Can I just be someone's mom, someone's wife, someone's daughter... without having to please others?
Without having to deal with people's shit that mess up my mind?
Sometimes I felt like I want to give up what I'm doing now. To close down the biznes and just stay at home minding my children.
Sometimes people can be so overwhelming. Businesses like mine is just a small one and I'm tired with how some of the customers asking this and that bla bla...
I'm tired.
Is it the age factor?
I felt like the passion is gone. Maybe because I no longer has babies? Or is it because now I have 3 boys and they took all my time so I don't have enough energy to work at the shop anymore?
I'm beginning to feel like I'm slowly losing it. To what, I don't know.
Can I just stay at home, please?
Well... I already know the answer to that.
I can. But then we wouldn't afford much things we have now.
Ahhhhh the worldly things.
I'm torn.
alhamdulillah...
