Letting go of my beloved Babyzen stroller

bismillahirrahmanirrahim...


Masa mengemas stor last weekend, aku decided untuk let go some of the kids' stuff macam high chair, walker and baby nest.

Then, ternampak stroller Babyzen Yoyo MILK Limited Edition aku yang jarang berpakai tu. Rasa macam nak let go. Tapi sayang... so, takpela... jom bawak stroller ni berjalan jap haha...

So last Sunday lepas breakfast roti canai kat Lumut, kitorang saje la stroll dekat tepi laut. If decide nak jual, at least ade gambar kenang-kenangan.

See how pretty my stroller is?

Elegant black and white. Limited edition print.

Balik tu fikir-fikir lagi and rasa macam kena jual juga cos next month nak merayap bawak budak-budak ni semua pergi Langkawi. And aku plan nak rembat satu Pockit stroller kat kedai. Since nak amik new stroller, kena la jual sebijik stroller lama aku.

Buat masa ni kitorang ada dua stroller. Babyzen Yoyo and Phil & Teds Verve V3. Yang Phil & Teds tu belum rasa nak jual lagi walaupun JARANG pakai huhu... lagipun if nak jual, aku nak jual RM2900. lambat la lakunye kan... so rilek dulu. Jual jela Babyzen ni huhu...

Serius sayang gile nak jual weh.

Aku takkan dapat dah harga Babyzen BARU range dalam RM1xxx lagi.

Now Babyzen Yoyo semuanya RM2499 ke atas. Warna biasa je pun...

Ni dah la Limited Edition!

Tapi bila memikirkan aku dah tak jual brand Babyzen ni, if orang nampak aku pakai and tanya mana nak beli, rugi dah marketing kat situ wakakakaka...

So baik aku pakai stroller yang aku jual =P

By the way, masa kuar outing ni si Raiq tak nak turun dari stroller. errr...

Listed the stroller on Shopee petang semalam.

Tak sampai 5 jam dah sold.

Pastu now rasa menyesal cos aku jual harga less la lagi dari RM1149 tu hehe...

Nyesal sebab... sayang sangat-sangat weh.

Tak dinafikan Yoyo ni lagi comfy dari Pockit.

CUMA, aku rasa Pockit lagi compact. Tu je. And I need its compactness.

Argh lantak lah. Dah sold dah pun.

Esok nak pos :'(

Selamat tinggal kesayanganku...

Semoga berbakti dengan baik pada tuan barumu.

Pls know I'm letting you go with a very heavy heart.

I will always love youuuuuu....

Huwaaaaaaaaaaaaa

alhamdulillah...

Current bedtime story

Bismillahirrahmanirrahim

I bought this book agessss ago. Before ade Raul, I think.

Baru baca few days ago tu pun belum habis and I skipped chapters. Politics bored me to death.

But I was fascinated with his stories. His early life. A truly eye opener.

Let's hope I could finish this book soon.

By the way, selamat menyambut bulan puasa!

Alhamdulillah...

Of Hari Guru and a flash from the past

bismIllah...

Since sekarang ni dah pukul 1 lebih, belated Hari Guru lah yer... hehe...

Managed to whatsapp Cikgu Mona and text Cikgu Saripah. Both takde reply. Busy le gamaknye... takpun terus terlupa cos aku wish tgh malam... pas kul 12. hihi...

Petang tadi lepas Mamito balik sekolah, she showed us what she got (pressies). Pastu Mak gitau that hubby texted him wishing 'Happy Teacher's Day'.

Then, tak ku sangka, Mamito also told me he got a text message from my ex, MZ too. Woo hoo. Pelik. Lama tak dengar khabar berita... tapi bagus la, ingat jugak kat Mamito time hari guru.

Baru seminggu yang lepas kot I got to know that he was engaged. Lame dah engaged nyer... last March. Tapi baru last week aku tau... yela, bukan ade kontek sangat pun untuk tau citer... ntah camne aritu leh terpandang FB profile and tertengok gambar engagement. (tupun kejap je.. esoknye aku nak tunjuk kat Mamito dah takde. kena lock tak bagi aku view kot! HAHA)

Ade perkara yang kelakar sebenarnye... tapi takpela... malas nak tulis.

Ape-ape pun I wish him the best of luck and congrats on the new status. Moga-moga lepas ni takde la issues cos dah confirm 'terikat' with his beloved. Again, aku tetiba tersenyum balik.

Takpela. Let's just keep it to myself. =)

Yang pasti, aku pun lega jugak dia dah bertunang. Haha... 

Well, to those yang ikuti my story from early 2007 or 2008 will know about him. Tapi dulu blogging kat friendster la... dah tak wujud dah pun link blog tu hehe...

I'm happily married now... bagi aku what's past is past. Tho aku leh je kawan macam biase with all my ex(es)... no biggie. Sebab bagi aku, we learned from experience kan... and we're now matured adults. Don't act like kids... I hope his other half will no longer think of me as a threat etc (yeahhh, even when I'm already married. And a mother to my child!). Tak koser mak oiii...

Point di sini sebenarnye nak citer ialah; REZEKI, JODOH, AJAL MAUT semuanya di tangan Allah... kita ni hanya manusia yang meminjam dunia ni je...

Kalau bercinta bertahun-tahun tapi dah takde jodoh, what can you say? Janganla sebab sayangkan hubungan yang 'dah lama', you stick to each other walaupun there's so many conflicts.

Broke up after what, 5,6 years of being together was a blow. But I never regret anything. Maybe we're just not meant to be together.

Segala yang berlaku, ada hikmahnye...

Yes, as cliche as it sounds, that phrase is so freaking true.

Yang penting, lupakan perkara-perkara remeh silam. Concentrate on your new, exciting life ahead with the ones you loved. Make plans... Maafkan orang... And insya Allah you'll be happier... hidup pun aman tenteram je.

p/s: And to that 'someone', stop feeling insecure. I'm sure he loves you more than he loves himself. So chill k...


Cheers!

alhamdulIllah...

Goodbye Cik City...

bismIllah...


Goodbye Cik City...

Rasa rindu and sedih tu ada tapi aku tepis jauh-jauh...

Setakat di sini sahaja jasamu pada kami...

But I will always remember you...

Banyak kenangan-kenangan manis bersama... dengan kamu la encik suami mengorat daku dahulu... dengan kamu juga daku belajar-belajar speed kereta. Errr...

Kamu tak pernah meragam. Tak pernah buat perangai takleh start ke, enjin berasap ke ape... Kalau insiden pun, sebab salah orang yang memandu kamu (dan salah orang yang langgar kamu), bukan salah kamu. Yang penting, kamu tak kuat makan minyak...

Tapi...

Kerana 2 bijik tayar belakangmu dah botak, brek kamu yang berbunyi mintak dikikis, roadtax yang nak mati serta insurans yang nak kena renew bulan Ogos ni agak mahal (sebab Nini bagi eksiden last February), maka tuan kamu decided to sell you off.

I disagree at first. I was in doubt for your 'replacement'.

but hey... it's your owner's decision.

Aku menurut saje...

So long, Cik City...

Mmmmuaahhh... I'm going to miss you ;'(

Taken at used car shop in Ipoh yesterday.

alhamdulIllah...

Kepada yang pernah aku sayangi...

bismIllah...

I don't think you ever stop loving someone you cared that deeply about. I also don't think you should try to erase any part of your past, because, in fact, you can't somehow. The difference is, to let go of the pain and get on with life.


And I believe I've done that.

Random;

Today's mission: Going to KL to send Sonata and took back Innova. Then to Lanchang, Pahang to spend the night at my PIL's.


Tomorrow? Check in hotel in Kuantan and lepak umah Mak Njang sampai malam cos sepupuku, Aziati akan menikah malam esok.


alhamdulIllah...

A mixed feeling

bismIllah...



Petang ni ada makan-makan sempena perpisahan aku ngan KL branch. Well... sedih gak nak tinggalkan branch yang paling busy sekali ni... Di sini lah aku belajar banyak benda... How to handle stress, how to handle customers bla bla bla... Most of all, I learned how to be strong and managed my emotions.

A leader shouldn't act emotionally... I personally dislike emotional, un-clever remarks (or should I say insulting remarks?)... but being a woman, sometimes it is uncontrollable. But a man who acts emotionally instead of professionally loses my respect.

Oh well... kerja pun kena berpolitik jugak. huhu... Really don't like that.

Rasa happy nak balik kampung... tapi rasa risau tu macam lagi banyak je... more responsibilities await me. oh no... :'(

However, I told myself I must be strong. This is work. Most of the time, I love my job. And most importantly, this job pays the bill, clothes and whatnots. Just bear with it laaa... periuk nasikku oi..

I'm a bit off at work today. Rasa tension, rasa sedih and rasa down gila-gila... Puncanya aku tahu. Sebab manusia, kerja dan perasaan. Rasa sebak je dari tadi... teriak pun dah juga. Haihhh tak tahu lah... hati oh hati...

Nak ke Lumut pun hati tak happy jugak bila pikir-pikirkan banyak perkara...

Nasibaik ada baby dalam perut. So I tell myself to be strong... I can get through this. My baby needs me strong and healthy. I shouldn't have let words and harsh actions to affect me.

I don't know why today rasa patah hati sangat-sangat. Heartbroken. Bak hatiku terbang dan melayang-layang tak ketentuan hala...

Dear God,
Help me...



alhamdulIllah...

Gambar lama...

bismIllah...


I woke up in the middle of the night... And then tak tau nak buat ape... Ntah kenapa, tetiba je rasa nak browse gambar-gambar lame...

Aku upload secara rawak...

kad matrik ku masa baru masuk sambung degree di uitm shah alam in July 2007

My bestfriend, Nyda... gambar masa aku belum sambung degree lagi..
Dulu sama-sama dok sebilik masa diploma di uitm penang.. :]

Masa bermalam di Hospital Seri Manjung temankan Cikgu Pah operate buang cysts..

Outing ke Low Yat teman orang beli barang-barang untuk setup komputer.
Nini pun ada...
Awal 2008?

Hoho.. this in in May-June 2007. Masa aku jadi cikgu sementara di SMKCB.
Jadi cikgu PSV and ngajar dari Form 1 sampai Form 5.
Siap pegang kelas Form 4 lagi tu! Giler...
Ni masa budak Form 1 nyer kelas.. budak dpn ni manja ngan aku...
Nak buat kerja pun nak menempek kat meja cikgu... =)

Gambar 2008 di Fakulti Kej. Mekanikal...
Bergambar dengan lif fakulti yang unik.
Tekan level yang anda nak naik dan tunggu di depan lif... (akan kuar lif A,B,C atau D)
So takdela tercangak2 nak ngusya lif mana masa kuar bunyi 'ting'

Unik kan? Kat blok engineering jer lif pesen ni ada... =)

Bunga ros yang aku pressed and simpan dalam buku teks Metallurgy.
Ini salah satu kuntuman ros yang aku dapat masa konvo from ex-bf. =)

Semangat untuk belajar nih... (time dulu ler...)

Gambar syok sendiri di Kafe 3, Fakulti Kej. Mekanikal Uitm
Testing contact lens Pure Hazel... cun gak warnanye...
potong je jerawat kat dagu tu... huhu

OMG! This is a nostalgic picture!
Back in 2003-2006 in Uitm Penang where we took our final exams here, in the open hall...
Laman Perdana, Uitm Penang...
And people say our campus ni macam shopping mall cos designnyer camni..
Leh usya-usya dari tingkat atas (ade 4 floors xsilap)

So, memang macam mall la bile sume dok usya pentas kat bawah tu kalau ada ape-ape events

Konvokesyen diploma 2007.
Si Ayu yang depan sekali tu baru ke kahwin... :)

Ni masa kelas bahasa Jerman!
ni masa level pertama... aku satu group dengan Anwar, Lutfi, Wani and Morris.
Wani and Morris je sesat budak Law amik bahasa Jerman. =)

Gambar ni dah 4 tahun...
Masa 2006 di Carrefour Seberang Jaya...
Dulu leh katakan almost everyday study kat foodcourt situ... haha

Salam sayang,


alhamdulIllah...