Blessed

bismIllah...


When I'm back in Johor, I'm a supermom.

Semua benda buat sendiri. Masak, mesin baju (manual lak tu! pffftt), kemas umah (tapi malas nak kemas HAHA), melayan Razin, amik order, reorder barang, kutip duit kutu, bungkus barang etc etc.

Phewww!

All in all, I'm blessed.

I'm so grateful to living this life. Enjoying every seconds of being a mother, a wife, a daughter, a sister...

Yes, badan penat. And dah banyak kali mulut ni terbabas marah-marah Razin cos tumpahkan air, koyak borang poslaju, selongkar barang bisnes...

Aku mohon pada Allah berikanlah aku kesabaran. Please give me the strength to stop and think before I let poisons out of my mouth. :(

I know I'm harsh. Hubby cringed at my words when driving (yela, time driving selalu panas hati ngan other road users kan...)

Haih... Mudah-mudahan berubah la Ana oi...

Anyway, saje nak tempek gambo Razin...

Sayang Razin sangat-sangat.

Makin hari makin bijak... makin pandai amik hati.

Dah banyak benda dia tahu...

Oh anak... I will die for u, I will...

Last but not least, something to boost your Friday!

alhamdulIllah...

I wanna be a model!

bismIllah...

Kahkahkah... kasi can la orang berposing dengan kereta baru

=P

p/s: Gambar2 diambil tanpa pengetahuan Nan (cos aku tengah pinjam lappy dia ni haha)
Kalau tau mesti marah...

Maaf zahir batin yer :p

alhamdulIllah...

Membebel di pagi raya haji

bismIllah...


Raya macam tak raya jer... that's how it is kalau kat Beruas ni. Biase-biase je... which was why hubby was whining and asking to go to Pahang for Aidil Adha.

But hey, dah sambut raya puasa kat Pahang, so raya haji kat Beruas la eventho tak macam raya pun hahaha...

Memang takde lemang ke, main mercun ke ape (tak macam kat Pahang), but all my siblings are here. So, of course la aku nak duduk sini kan... =P

Nan arrived yesterday. Remember he crashed his car last June?

Well, the Vios was a total loss. So dapat la claim insurance and leh beli kereta lain. He chose a Kia Forte pulak.

My husband was never a fan of Korean car (except for Hyundai Santa Fe which he loved to drive but not own) but I think I like that car. Tadi baru sempat usya-usya kereta Nan and belum test drive lagi... so don't know la. Tapi rupa cantik! Haha...

Yong pulak semalam ade sampai tapi petang tadi dah balik Batu Gajah. Tak tau la kalau esok datang Beruas balik. Tak pasti...

Hanis ada, aku pickup dia dari Ipoh semalam (Rabu). Hari Rabu tu penat giler aku... ke Ipoh cos nak jumpa seseorang tentang product yang mungkin aku akan jual... sebelum tu amik Hanis dulu kat umah sewa dia area Politeknik Ungku Omar. Aku datang dari Lumut with Razin. Just the 2 of us!

Mind you, aku TAK PERNAH drive sejauh Lumut-Ipoh with Razin alone. Dalam hati berdoa sangat-sangat supaya dia tak meragam. And as for jalan di Ipoh, aku lega cos dah beli GPS (wakakaka... jalan kat Ipoh pun nak pakai GPS). Siap terus sampai depan rumah Hanis kat Pekan Razaki tu... hehe... kalau tak usah harap la... Jalan area Ipoh memang aku blur sesangat.

Alhamdulillah, Razin diam je masa on the way ke Ipoh. Kat area Sri Iskandar, dia tido sampai la tiba rumah sewa Hanis. Kat sana baru jaga and aku lega cos Hanis dah ada untuk mengagah-ngagah Razin. Phew.

Then baru la pergi jumpa seseorang untuk discuss and check product.

Habis je meeting, pergi Greentown Mall untuk makan. Lapar gile cos aku tak makan sejak gerak dari tengah hari. Mashitah yang datang umah aku pun tak bertolak pulang lagi masa aku kuar ke Ipoh. huahua... Nak wat camne kan... sebab husband dia tak abis program lagi, aku lak dah nak gerak cos ade meeting tu. Dengan nak amik Hanis lagi... so kena la gerak jugak cos takmo sampai lewat.

Settle hal kat Ipoh, balik Beruas. Hantar Hanis and Razin. Pas Maghrib (sampai pun dah nak kul 7) shoot ke Lumut semula cos Subuh hari Khamis husbandku sampai dari Johor. So imagine... Penat gile atas jalan je. Deja vu sangat. Felt like I was working with Hertz again =)

Now tengah enjoy moments in Beruas before travel again. Ahad ni kena pergi KL cos sepupu nak bertunang. After majlis tunang, terus shoot balik Pahang. Hubby amik cuti sampai Selasa. Selasa nanti balik semula ke Johor...

Pergh. Merayap je kan... Sampai orang pun dah pening aku ni dok mana sebenarnye? Haha
Nak pos carrier yang aku rent pun kena inform aku dulu before pos untuk elakkan pos alamat salah. huhu...

Tak sabar nak tunggu January 2013. Nak balik Lumut! huhu... Rumah kat Lumut tu aku masih sewakan... And sekarang ade 2 orang je. Cikgu-cikgu UPSI yang praktikal aritu sume dah kuar last weekend. So dari 5 orang, tinggal 2 je. Actually, kalau takde new tenant pun takpe dah kot. Since tahun depan memang nak dok Lumut... so takyah ramai-ramai... nak dok sekali lagipun... Hubby masih di Johor till June 2013 btw. Mmm...

K la, ape nak bebel lagi? Takde dah kot. Ni pun dah 2x aku masuk toilet untuk pagi ni. Ape benda aku makan pun tak tau laaa...

Sebenarnye nak blog about babywearing... tapi tak best takde gambo and video. Aku ni dari dulu nak rakam video tapi takde masa and takde orang nak tolong record and edit. huhu... Nanti2 la kot...

Salam Aidil Adha, everyone!

alhamdulIllah...

Of an old friend and babywearing...

bismIllah...


My friend since zaman diploma, Mash came to stay at my house in Lumut for 2 nights. She came last Monday since husband dia ade kursus kat Marina Cove... Pastu diorang terus nak balik Kelate. Aku ajak jela dia dok umah aku since husband dia pun dok busy kursus. Dah lama tak jumpa... Last time was when she got married last year.

Macam sleepover pulak... bezanya dua-dua dah jadi mak budak! Haha... Syahdu jer bila teringat zaman study dulu haha...

Yang menjeleskan, kurus je kawan aku ni... Sama je macam masa zaman anak dara dulu. Nape aku tak camtu? =P

Razin (19 months) and Aira (6 months)

Gambar time tidur petang tadi...

Ok. So yes... Maybe Razin is not ready for an 'adik' yet (or I'm not ready??)

Luckily, I got a glimpse of having 2 small kids and managing them alone.

Ermm...

I would need a helper or my business would probably went down the drain.

Yang besar yang nak perhatian lebih tu... huhu...

Gambar last Monday... jalan-jalan Marina Island.

Bawak Razin berlari...

Mash lak testing Ergo PPB aku... lebih lembut dari Boba katanya.

Of course, since Ergo PPB is from organic cotton. So lembut lagi la...

Aku agak kebizian since Ahad cos aku balik Lumut petang Ahad tu untuk get ready terima tetamu. So, I brought along all my business stock mana yang larat. 

Razin was clingy cos it's only me and him. I expected that, but I had almost forgot how annoying it was. Sorry Razin if I was mean... Mommy got tonnes of things to do and I can't do it with you climbing up my body and following me everywhere I go.

I was back to my independent self... pergi mana-mana with Razin. At Poslaju today, I back-carried him in Ergo while receiving stares from people. Especially when I was about to toss him on my back... orang tengok cam pelik je... yeah, nak back carry baby alone needs practice. Susah kalau nak letak baby kat belakang if you lack practice. I just tossed him btw.

Pastu dengan consignment note Poslaju dah abis nyer... jenuh plak nak ngisi alamat-alamat customer kat situ. Tu yang aku back carry tu... 1 hand pegang beg penuh barang nak pos and the other hand pegang handbag. 

Kat Manjung ni orang tengok babywearing mamas with weird looks. Tadi masa aku pergi Secret Recipe with Razin on my back (inside Ergo PPB), ade a few men yang tengah makan kat luar tu berhenti sembang and looked strangely at me. Then bila aku dah masuk, diorang terus sambung cakap and cam gelak-gelak (God knows what they're talking about).

Isnin lepas lagi la kelakar... Me and Mashitah were both wearing our babies to Tesco. Me using Ergo and Mash was using her Boba 3G (purchased from Mama Panda ;) ). We got smiles as well as funny looks from people. Cam celebrity pun ada. Haha... I wonder if the feeling was the same like participating in 'babywearing gathering' or 'babywearing walks'. =D

Oh well... today I have a meeting in Ipoh. I'm nervous on driving to Ipoh with just me and Razin. Ok. Not nervous... terrified! haha... aku risau dia melalak dalam kereta all the way from Lumut to Ipoh. Dah la nak ke Ipoh ni pun aku tak familiar langsung dengan area tu. huhu... Wish me luck!! 

Dah lama gile tak drive ke Ipoh sorang-sorang... Now siap nak bawak Razin lagi. Hopefully he behaves la. Bukan ape... dalam usia cam dia sekarang memang jenis tak reti dok diam. Setakat ni ok la bila aku dengan dia je dalam kete... cos short distance kot? Tapi hari ni tak tau la... Hmmm...

Aku jugak kena return celcom broadband yang aku pinjam dari orang ni. Thank God for having a friend yang sudi pinjamkan broadband dia. huhu... Mati kutu aku takleh online. Sekali online, berderet pm nak balas and komen2 mintak reply. That's why la aku takleh nak balas semua komen kt FB, kekadang tak perasan and most of the time aku tak dapat notification pun. Nak tau urgent, sila emel je.

K la... Gotta go. Nak mengemas ape yang patut. Hari ni Mash dah nak gerak balik Kelate. Aku lak pas dia gerak, nak ke Ipoh.

Wish us all safe journey.

Salam Aidil Adha!

Wassalam...

alhamdulIllah...

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bismIllah...

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OPEN FOR KEMASUKAN NOVEMBER 2012 -- updated on 18th Oct 2012

Listen to the song

bismIllah...

This is my blog's song.

Named it after this song... Remember When by Alan Jackson.

It's so sweet, isn't it? *bats eyelashes*

 

HOWEVER...

Aku baru tau lagu yang selama ni aku dengar and download bukan dinyanyikan oleh Mr Jackson.

I don't know who sung the song before but I prefer the John Doe much much better.

His voice was softer, younger (not 'scratchy' like Mr Jackson tqvm) and oh... it touched my heart from the first moment I listened to it.

But who on earth was it?

Aku download zaman dulu kala from Bearshare.
Don't know whether I still have the song somewhere... definitely not in this laptop since it's hubby's.

Mine were passed to Hanis and then I don't know what happened to my dear ole lappy since Hanis now has new Asus laptop.

Oh the song...

I remember vividly the voice of the singer...

I just don't know who!

Bugs the hell out of me. Sheeesh.

alhamdulIllah...

I miss the old times

bismIllah...



I clicked on my old posts. Very old posts. Like this and this.

Lama kan? Tahun 2009.

My God... how time flies!

Yang menyentuh hati aku malam (pagi?) ni adalah komen-komen pada entry tu. Ramai bagi kata-kata semangat. I feel like I have friends that CARE. No wonder lah dulu aku suka sangat blogging. Addicted.
And aku pun sama jugak selalu blogwalking and comment entry2 orang jugak.

But now? Even aku sendiri dah jarang blogwalking and blog diorang pun ade yang berzaman aku dah tak jenguk... takkan diorang nak jenguk blog aku lak kan?

Huhu...

Nasib baik lah twitter masih ada. They, who have not blogged much these days (or aku yang dah tak bace blog diorang) are still on Twitter. That's how we still keep in touch. Thank God for twitter!

I'm feeling very emotional tonight. I miss those who touched my heart. I miss the old times... I miss when there were several comments on my blog entry... I miss that.

But yeah... I've changed. My style of writing changed too. People changed and they no longer blog/read my blog.

Wish I have a time machine where I could go back and savor the moments of having them as my 'friends'.

alhamdulIllah...